to all the people who cares:
i have been thinking about it for a while and i decided to clean my contacts and accounts list.
most of my forum accounts will remain but i wont post as often as before.
my myspace, VF, ... accounts will be on stand by for now, i wont remove them but i wont use them anymore.
esflog is closed.
my dA account will remain as a part of myself, but i wont use it anymore and i will create a new one that wont be announced on the old one.
mi Lj account will remain opened too and i will use it as a journal to inform about anything.
i have also create a new email address.
please contact for further information.
Thanks to everyone.

Jess.

ok... i have been thinking about it seriously cause i have been changing a lot, and many things happened that made me think about it....

when i was young ppl used to know me because of my drawings... now, ppl just know me because my private life... i dont want it that way, and i cant change it... my art is not important anymore and that sux...

im not inspired to draw again lastly so i cant post any art...

i dont like being Muyakami anymore... i have a real name... i like it... but im needing a new nickname... Ugly.. Nonsense... Randomness... Diktator... Antagonist... all together...

well...

whatever...

maybe i dont delete it... but i wont use it anymore... im tired of everything... i want my life back...

as u can see, im just uploading countdown piccys lastly... i dont have a lot of free time (almost NO free time T.T) so when i have some minutes, that what i use to do.. my countdown pics...
i really want to have some time to draw, but now it's a lil difficult.. im working alot these days >o<!

i hope to have some free time soon cause i need to draw many things (my muses, some more kyos, some more Bexs, my son and daugther,... some diru zombies, some fan art for Bex and many other things... btw, i have no notebook, i have to buy one >o<!)


busy busy muyakami >o<!!! XDDD


whatever... thanks for the favs and watchs anyways ^0^

ok ok ok... im hyper >o<!!!
since my countdown started some weeks ago im even more hyper.... a month.. just a month to go to meet my muse... my half part... my mirror reflection... my best friend... my everything... vivah!!! ^0^!!!

...
im not drawing a lot lastly... im making a lot of manip. and drawing almost nothing .. T.T
i want to start drawing some muses inspi drawings... and make some drawings of otep (done), amanda palmer, more kyo, and Bex, for sure ^^
i supose i will be more inspired to draw soon.. as soon as i have everything done for my trip ^^


thanks for ur favs, views and comments ^^


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<3 !!!!

this week is being 0% creative for me... im really sad and lonely and.. shit.... i feel like im not going to upload many things here for now and no good comments either... .____.

but u know i still love everything u do ... cries***

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thanks for ur support and being there... i know im anoying sometimes, and i hope u forgive me for that... i just need u both everyday... u r my drug and i will die without it....

thanks a lot...